Not everything is perfect...

Well, if you've been reading up on any of my posts then you would know that I'm putting together a nice little 2013. What you wouldn't know is that I fully censor what I put on here, and that everything isn't what it seems. I've gone and fucked up something that was going quite well, by trying to make more out of it than was possible. Honestly, I've been so up and down throughout this year, that the good things going on are only slightly outweighing what I feel when I'm down. Long story short, I'm afraid I really fucked a great friendship because I thought something more could be there... and because everyone around me thought something more was already there. I've come a long way from the hole I was in last year, and this has certainly been a better year. I'm still missing something though.