What's going on?

So, I guess now is as good as any time to come back around and write some musing thoughts into the interwebs for people to read.  Things have not been good, personally, over the past month or so.  I'd be lying if I told you they were.  I just don't understand how someone reaches a point that he/she just won't return a text or a call or an email any longer.  I don't think I'll ever understand it either.  The analytical side of me fucking hates it.  I don't have a reason as to why it happened, which makes it very hard to learn from this experience, and I don't have any closure, which in some respects kills me more than just the ending of things.  Honestly, I'd get more out of "you're just not tall enough" than not talking to me at all.  I'm lost trying to figure out the process of how it got to that, however I'm certain that I did something.  Cause and Effect right.  Like I said before, there are things that I just know nothing about.

For something happier though, the Caps have been playing well throughout the month.  The trade deadline, earlier in the month, was huge for the team.  GMGM picked up some key pieces, in order to plug holes, and bring in leadership for the playoffs.  Plus Jason Arnott has a huge head, which the HD tele has to add 10 pounds to.  The team seems to be coming together quite nicely ... now everyone just needs to get healthy.  Playoff hockey starts in 3 weeks or so.

You know what else is in about 3 weeks?  Stachefest 2011.  An annual event of mustaches and 80's clothing to raise money for charity.  This year my brother and I are bringing back the melodic tones of Simon and Garfunkel, for one night only.  We might have to work on some "Bridge over Troubled Water" in order to give the crowd what they're really looking for.  Also, this will be the first event that a photo book that I've created will be sold.  "Baltimore in Black & White" will be auctioned off at Stachfest 2011, which is pretty cool.  I'm also being paid to take pictures, for the first time.  I have to start somewhere right?

So, I hope all is going well for everyone.  Until I talk to you ... good morning, good afternoon, and good night.

Waiting

This lyric sheet basically sums up most of my thoughts right now.  I find it frustrating that there are still things in life that I just don't have a clue about.  I don't even mean Quantum Physics or Space Travel type of shit either, things that you actually need to be smart in order to comprehend.  Just life escapes me sometimes.